Wednesday, December 28, 2011

To do Zen we must have a teacher. To sit quiet & still under a tree & enjoy the life this practice brings, however, only requires being a sincere human being. To do Zen as a sect of Buddhism requires an in person teacher. But to begin meditation in the Zen style does not.
Doing Zen is instantaneous... to sit, we just sit. Zen style meditation is not difficult. But it does require complete honesty with ourselves... willingness to be this honest... sometimes takes practice.


  • Sitting quiet and still is always the first step.
  • Regular daily practice of sitting quiet and still, if we allow it to, will infuse itself into our daily lives.
  • So that we are sitting still, but still acting in our daily lives as well.
  • We call this doing without doing.
  • Monday, December 26, 2011

    Vows & Promises

    Vows & Promises:

    My first set of vows as an initiate focused on the Namu Sambo (3 refuges) and the other sutra we chant everyday.

    Namu Sambo = 3 Refuges"Namu Kie Butsu" = To take refuge in the Buddha (Awakened Ones)
    "Namu Kie Ho" = To take refuge in the Dharma (The Teaching/Universal Law)
    "Namu kie So". = To take refuge in the Sangha (The Community)
    One of the next sets were the GoKai or 5 Vows.
    1. Fusshesho Kai = Vow not to Kill
    2. Fu Chuto Kai = Vow not to Steal
    3. Fu Jain or Tabon Kai = Vow not to commit Adultery
    4. Fu Mo(u)go Kai = Vow not to Lie
    5. Fu Onju Kai = Vow not to get intoxicated.
     
    I later retook these in a more conscious way for instance the not to Kill became to Do No Harm. The others too took on deeper meanings. Not to lie, came to mean every word said or not said must lead all listeners to awaken. This meaning continues to get deeper and deeper for me. Not to Steal too, became: To accept only that which is freely offered, and now includes: And to accept everything freely... offered.

    The next set of 5 to make the 10 standard, I adapted myself a little bit; though it still fits within the possible realm of translation of the original I suppose.
    I vowed to speak only as needed and to enjoy silence (wouldn't know it by my long posts. lol)
    I vowed to be humble and modest (hard for me with my big ego, but I'm working on it).
    Be Generous and Content (doing pretty well there).
    Be Calm/Temperate/Tranquil/Serene/Harmonious/Balanced/Centered etc.
    Be Clear!

    In addition to this there is a series of chants and rules and lineage stuff that only monks really need to worry about.
     
    Other vows did include the promise to avoid the 3 poisons (Sandoku)
    1. Ton'Yoku = Greed/Desire/Attachment
    2. Shinni = Anger/Hatred/Aggression (violence etc...)
    3. Guchi = Ignorance/Stupidity/Illusion/Delusion


    ... The antidote for these are:
    1. Fuse = Generosity
    2. Aware mi dojo = Compassion
    3. Chi'e = Wisdom
     
     

    Monday, December 19, 2011

    Our tradition is here in our lives, only so that we may live. Not just survive, but to really appreciate our lives. It was asked, "So the tradition is here so we can learn to appreciate our lives?" In a sense I suppose this is true, but words are so hard to use; closer words might  actually be appreciating our lives not as something we learn to do, but it is just how we live. To live in a state of appreciation.

    As you know, all words fall short of really capturing what we are discussing. Words break everything into meanings and categories, that is their purpose. Reality is not broken down this way; but to do so helps us talk about it's varied aspects as they appear to our human senses.

    To live this life of appreciation, does take a certain awareness of the subtle beauty of life. Sometimes the beauty is in our challenges; but it is always staying awake to enjoy what lies before us. Awake when awake, sleep when asleep, but appreciate it all the along the way.

    To live life as it really is.

    Since we know that everything is intertwined, when one moves... the many move; so everthing is always moving. If we move from an unmoving core exactly in tune with what is, we are moving without moving. Sometimes fast, sometimes slow. As the core, as the hub, of our own universe we can choose a bit just how to spin or sit and see though, this is the joy of being human.

    Though there need be no process to the Way, it is just A Way to live; we often through varied fears need a method to The Way first (cause we're human). It's kind of funny that has humans we don't need a method, it's are natural state to live like this; but as humans we often do need a method. To live is what we are doing. Born, live, die is all of our experiences. A baby is born connected, and soon learns they are seperate too, then we forget we're connected, and need to recognize it again. But we get tied to the outward facing senses so easily and foget the inward facing ones, thus creating two where they do not really exist. So no two step method is needed, but we have many available just in case.

    All of these varied methods first lead us is to recognize our core. This need take no time, just live from the core and that's it. When we see the core, we naturally recognize or connection to all that is (this is often the first 'self-realiztion many people experience). It's a wonderful place to live from, but there is no reason to stop there. When we know we are all interconnected with our brains or feel we are with our hearts we can believe ourselves enlightened; it is certainly an amazing experience to have, and even more so to carry into our lives. To embody this and life with this in our daily lives is our tradition.

    We can instantaneously live with all the connections, or if we may still carry some fear or greed we might do it step by step and see different connections at different times; eventually dropping away all distinctions and only living life as it is. Or we can just drop the hot coals of fear & greed and live this way now.

    To realize that the process is not getting somewhere, or attaining something,  but of living already there... already being. This is the Way. Not a way to, but just a Way.

    Love Living Life as it is, and Life is worth Loving. It just works out that way, as a self defining prophecy. If not now, then in time; but why wait, now is the time.

    Thank you, I appreciate you all.
    jyozen

    Saturday, December 3, 2011

    The teaching says that our suffering comes from trying to grasp the ungraspable. Only nothing is graspable. We think some thing is graspable and try to grasp it; frustrated by this attempt to grasp the ungraspable we suffer. We think that nothing is ungraspable, but every thing is ungraspable.

     The act of grasping itself causes change, causes a chain reaction. When there is no grasping everything settles naturally, and naturally everything becomes clear.

     The act of grasping is like a bellows creating wind and vibrations the emanate out, creating our world. Movement created by our grasping is what we call Gyo in Zen. Gyo is our action or activity, it is every step we take in our lives. There is the Gyo we do the actions we take, and the Gyo response or affect it has in the world we are part of. Those Gyo that we attach to causes more Gyo response; good Gyo actions cause good Gyo response; bad Gyo actions cause bad Gyo response. But the Gyo actions without grasping, without attachment, have no Gyo response. Without grasping not even a ripple is stirred. Every thought, word, and deed count as Gyo.

    Our mind, word, & body silent & still is the first step in seeing clearly which Gyo do not grasp us and which we do not grasp. In this way, naturally the grasping drops away, and clarity rushes in.

     This is done in zazen, it is not the only way, but it is the most consistent way; in Zen it has always been done this way. There are other ways, but they are not Zen.

     When grasping drops away we sit in the silent still center. From this center we move out into the world naturally matching reality as it is. Moving naturally like this is what we call moving without moving or doing without doing. Not doing what we want, but just being in the world as it is, doing what needs to be done. This is the middle path (chudo) between pleasure and pain where mind & body fall away. The temporary pleasures are only temporary, and the passing pains are only passing; but the life is full of living. Living reality as it really is.

    Saturday, November 26, 2011

    Zen Man Walking

    I am not just a Zen Man. I am a Zen Man Walking.

    Gyo is the word I use for this walking. It comes from a phrase that reminds us to be... in all aspects of our life; GyoJuZaGa (Walking, Standing, Sitting, Lying Down). It is also included in the primary method to release us from suffering; the HaShoDo (8 upright paths):

    1. Sho Ken = Upright View
    2. Sho Shi Yui = Upright Thought
    3. Sho Go = Upright Speech (or sound)
    4. Sho Gyo = Upright Action/Activity (or walking, stepping, doing, practice)
    5. Sho Myo = Upright Livelihood (or living)
    6. Sho Jin = Upright Effort (or direction/intention)
    7. Sho Nen = Upright Understanding
    8. Sho Jyo = Upright Contemplation.

    In this context we can see that this kind of ‘walking’ includes all of our activities. Everything we think, say, and do is really included. In Zen it represents taking our sitting meditation (zazen) into our daily lives.

    Zen Man (or person) is a sitting meditator, one who does zazen. As a Zen Man Walking I take this meditative condition into my daily life, with every step I take in this life… every moment of everyday; whether walking, standing, sitting, or lying down. Living the Zen life 24/7. Living the Zen life on the cushion, at work, and at play.

    Thursday, November 24, 2011

    Everything we do, we then know how to do. We either do it or we don't.

     In Zen we wish to live reality as it is. To live our lives as they really are. The basis of Zen is zazen (seated meditation). We either do it or we don't. But this is not enough to make the practice whole; we must then take what is found in zazen into our daily lives, so that the separations disappear. Reality is not two, we say.

     When born, we are simply part of the universe, though we do not recognize that we are, nor that we are also separate; but we quickly learn we are separate. This illusion of separateness grows so strong we often forget we are interlinked. We forget just how much our lives are interwoven, conjoined, and interlaced.

     Our first glimpse is usually to drop the veil of illusion that separates us and we see that all is one. All is one, can be such a profound experience... such a blissful state that we attach to it even more strongly. Many get stuck here, thinking they see everything clearly. But each time reality reminds us we are still individuals too, we have suffering from this constant disillusionment. We either ignore this and continue to think there is clarity, or we seek, or we let go.

     In Zen we say Reality is not two, but we also remind ourselves that it is not one either. Neither two nor one... the many in the one. Nothing exists by itself. In Zen we call this dependent origination (Engi). Engi leads us to the realization that everything is interdependent.

     Once we experience this link with all, we also easily notice the movement and change that is constantly taking place as everything adjusts to everything else, constantly moving each other around. In Zen we neither move anything else, nor are we moved, but we flow and stay as needed as is prescribed by reality as it is. It is not something we choose, nor is it chosen for us... it simply is. Living in this precise manner is Zen. With the combination of Engi (interconnectedness), and Mujo (change) cause and effect take on new meaning. Everything we do changes everything else, because it's all intertwined, it's all interlinked.

    Every vibration along the web of life created by our individual and collective thoughts, words, and deeds has an affect on everything else. Zen is taking our zazen into our daily lives. Shikantaza is the basis of zazen. Shikantaza is just precisely sitting. Zen living then, is when just precisely sitting becomes just precisely living.

    Friday, November 11, 2011

    The importance of zazen (seated meditation) in Zen:

    There are ways other than Zen to awaken. It has been done outside of Zen. Other spiritual practices have given people insight into their true nature. Sometimes in moments of despair or great distress; sometimes while seeing something beautiful or while walking in nature; a particular sound, or word, or experience aligns us, and a transformation takes pace. These experiences sometimes stick and sometimes fade. In Zen is like that too, some have glimpses of reality while in zazen, but can't take it with them to their daily lives.

     Whether insight is gained during zazen or some other experience, sometimes we grasp it in the mind, but not the body; some keep it in their heart, but also do not yet embody the realization. In Zen we say that It is only the body that lends itself to give the teaching to both heart & mind instantaneously. That is why we sit in zazen. The posture itself is the key. In Zen the body teaches the heart/mind. The practice itself embodies the principles. It's not that the mind/heart can't teach the body, it's that we tend to get stuck there liking to believe we have the whole picture because we 'know' something from our experience, or feel something to be absolutely true; and we're usually right, but it's incomplete. We have not yet embodied the teaching. Usually in the back of our mind there is an inkling that something is missing, we know we have not yet embodied the teaching as a whole, so we seek another teaching, or another teacher, or have a lingering doubt. Other times we fool ourselves and those around us sometimes too, that this is the teaching. But until the teaching is embodied, as long as it is only in the heart or mind, it is not Zen. It may be good, it may be great, but it is not Zen.

    The creation of Zen as a new unique sect of Buddhism, separate from Chinese 'Chan' & other forms of Buddhism was done by the descendants of Dogen Zenji. Dogen stated very clearly that the foundation of Zen is zazen (seated meditation), then in addition we must take this meditation into our daily lives. It is exactly this non-separation that makes the practice Zen; the posture of zazen is the axis of the practice, without it… it is not Zen. It may be a great practice, it may be another form of meditation... but it is not practice of the sect of Zen as established by Dogen.

    There is a notion amongst some that only words and deeds count, that we do not need zazen (seated meditation) This notion that only our words & deeds are important, misses key elements of Zen. The teaching is very clear that it is the combination of thoughts words & deeds that make up the practice. In this trinity of thought sound deed, sound is in the middle. This is speaking of more than just the sounds of words, but the vibrations of sound; in fact, all vibrations have a place. The vibrations of our bodies, in the upright posture of zazen, creates a particular vibration. This vibration is part of Zen, for we believe in cause and effect down to the smallest vibration. There is a vibration that occurs only in zazen, it does not occur in any other position. The more precise the position, the more precise the vibration. The more precise the vibration, the more precise the effect, but the effect does not happen only outside us but more importantly to us, or more accurately with us. The trick is that if we do zazen with the goal of attaining this vibration, our mind moves, so our bodies move, so we are not so precise, so the effect is... different.. not quite complete. We must do it naturally, just for the sake of sitting and sitting alone.

    Zen places emphasis on the physical teachings beyond words & letters. This teaching takes place face to face. Embodied in this teaching is a concept called fukinsei. Fukinsei says our natural lives are asymmetrical (most often 60/40 with some floating decimals is used). We are taught that there is visible & invisible. The untrained tend to give too little weight to the invisible, they cannot see it... they tend to not notice it... in Zen we give the invisible the 60%. That is why we sit quiet & still even after awakening... plus there is no separation between before & after as the visible language might have us believe. It's true that both are interlinked, visible and invisible. But we are warned against thinking this means if we do one we don't need the other. Good deeds without meditation leads to deeds that are not complete, they are good by definition... but in Zen we are doing that which is beyond good and bad... we are doing without doing. We are doing what needs to be done, as it has been done.

    Zen includes both visible and invisible. They are not two, but not one either.... They are two sides of one coin. The two cannot be separated. We must have both to make the whole. Two sides of one coin, we can't split it in half and say it's whole. Since one is the other. We may think we can split it in half and have a whole. But since the teaching is clear that the zazen is the core of the teaching. Than this is the half we would have to choose. Not even monks cannot do that. We have to eat, shit, and sleep. Someone has to grow the food and prepare it, someone has to clean the latrine. So it can't be the zazen alone. Because of this some think we can split off the zazen portion then, since it's obvious by doing words and deeds we are also doing the invisible. One does affect the other, after all. But that's exactly why it is clearly stated that zazen is the core, to keep us from taking it out and just doing our chores alone. Chores alone are great, but they are not enough. We must do it all, even if impossible, we must do it with are whole entire being.

    Why is zazen the core? The still/quiet practices go straight to the root… straight to the root of the human condition… the working of the human mind/body. The secrets lie in the stillness, it speaks to us only in the quiet moments of sitting absolutely quiet and still, where the mind/body does not move. Only in this way to we cast of mind/body and awaken.

    Something happens in zazen, that does not happen in any other way. This something is interlinked with everything. It is especially interlinked with the nothing, that by definition must be part of everything (everything includes even nothing, doesn't it; or it would not be everything). It is this overlap of the visible body sitting silent/still with a silent/still mind that polishes our link to the invisible, and makes them one in the minds eye so clearly that it can never be lost. Once embodied it is part of our very being. Then we cast it off... as the final surrender, and just be.

    It is all instantaneous if we allow it to be. Before or after the effect is irrelevant. Of course we know the link is polished. But only our teacher can 'stamp' us or not; to do it ourselves leaves room for incomplete teachings to be passed. Without permission to pass the teachings we are only sharing our own opinions, not The Teaching. Which is fine as long as we don't mis-represent it. The teaching includes a method of transmission; until we're 'stamped' the final method is actually unknown to us. It true that by the time we're stamped we rarely care or not that this recognition occurs; we no longer need it for ourselves. But since we are interlinked we have compassion for others & wish to know the final methods of transmission so we can share the experience.

    To be awakened, we do not need a teacher; we may not even need zazen. But to pass The Teaching of Zen to the next generation, well, that is another proposition all together. Zen is passed from adept to adept; face to face, and the core of the teaching that is always passed is to do zazen and take this mind of zazen into our daily lives.

    Before awakening we sit zazen. After awakening we sit zazen. Fore there is no difference before or after. It is not we who are different, it is the world.

    There are many great teachings in the world. Zen is just one of many. Some choose one way to face, others choose another. One view may not be better than another, they are just different ways of looking at the world. But we are still human beings & still living in this world together, it’s a beautiful way to live. Even in Japan there are many schools. My root teacher is a Shingon priest; he has publicly (more than once) proclaimed me one of his legacy holders); but in Shingon, zazen is not the root of our practice; the secret of the school is found in sound. Tentai sect shares many of the same sounds & rituals of the Shingon, and includes some of the most profound and varied meditation practises, and their secrets are found in the ritual itself of using these. The teaching is The Teaching but each school has its own root. The root of the school of Zen is zazen.

    To be of use in the world we must take out to the world, this is absolutely true, but we cannot even begin to know how to do this without the most quiet/still time that is the root of Zen practice: Shikantaza... just precisely sitting. Not even just sitting, but sitting in a very precise manner; sitting on a foundation with the earth beneath... sitting upright with the nose in line with the spine, and the eyes gently gazing down the bridge of the nose. In this manner and only in this manner we see everything, and only in this manner has it ever been done in Zen. From patriarch to patriarch it has always been done this way.